i am who i am

:) smile is the second best thing you can do with ur lips.

hye there,

rini nak cite pe plak ehh,,

hee,,

emm since dekat SB ni pe lagih nak wt kan..so just o9 n wat keje rutin jelahh kann,,,

emm...sementare jadi penganggur kehrmat ni..pkir2 lah gak taun dpn enn.,,nak keje baskin tak?

emm seronok...tp time too packed lahhh..

idup pon xterurus..maybe xkeje baskin dh kot...just wat o9 biz.

emm...tittle i am who i am...citelah cpt ieka..

emm i am who iam..

if ure my fren,u should accept me as i am kan? coz i am who i am..

ieka mmg jenis xkesah sgt,,,kdg2 xpasan pon org tg

h wt jahat nan ieka..org len lak yg pasan..haha...tp tah...kdg2 xterse pon..tp kkdg agak2lah kan..jgn lah hurt me too much...watch out anythg out from ur mouth kan

jgnla smpai org terase...kdg2 kann...ieka rase frusssttt sgt sbb kite jage sgt ati org...tp nape org xleh nak jage ati kite cm kite jage ati die ehh..

sush eh?

okaylahh..ieka pon xdelah baik sgt..ieka pon maybe tersakit ati org kan...we never know...if ade..sorry okay?

tapi i try my best to behave n ctrol n to care with

all of ur fragile hearts..

but pliss dont talk those craps..

pliss accept my decision...coz all decision i made all is for myself..dont argue.i know whts the best for me..i dont story to pipel or frens all my prob..ive take a lesson... :)

well...ill respect you if u respect me..

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

p/s :i love you panda..igmyuicua :))

celoteh.celoteh.ieka

banyak mende ieka nak bebel kat sini tau

tidur.sleep.النوم.睡眠.le somm

eil.수면.del sueño.नींद.

sume org perlu tido..tido adelah satu care utk ki

te rehatkan diri.kite abeskn mase 1/3 dlm shari k

ite utk tido..tido bknlah hobi mase lapang time kit

e xde mende nak wat..

tido sbnayer adelah satu keperluan...'sleep is required activity,its not an op

tion'. kte sume dah automatik tau bile time

kite perlukan tido n changes after awake kan...

its not normal kalo kite rase mengantuk

time spatotnye kite awake..bile dh ngantuk,kite akan sush con

centrate,memory lapses,lemah,cpt penat,xbermaye, and jiwe kacau..'fevret in ieka's dict' hahaha..

tido.tido.tido

kalau baby tu jelah activi

ty yg slalu die wat kan....bg

n menyusu berak kencing tido..huhuh...comel nyer baby tido

...nnyenyak je...tp jgn lah kacau dorg tido..alamtnye meraung lah die kan...xcukup tido...huhuh....

okay...stop about the fact! boringg...heheh

nak cite sal tido..tp slom tuh...meh c

ite intro dlu..

last friday ieka dh quit baskin robins...so a lot of me

mory lh dpt kat sane..sgt bestt...ade yg xbest tuh pon xpe...best lg byakk..hahah...

dat friday ieka masuk pagi n abes ptg..tp dsbbkan manager n dak2 bwh umor ni'staff' nak wat dajal..dorg suh stay smpai kol 10..ieka xkire..kul 8 nak gerak balik dh sbb ade janji nan org...

so ieka pon pack n log out.then manager ckp suh masuk bilik blakan

g..then xsemena2..die sembor krim kat ieka!kuang asam!

then dak2 tuh pon join lak...dgn kaler2 abes kat muke ieka...bapak ah malu..muke kaler ijau..siot je kann! dahla nak kua after tuh...kak mas pon ade dtg kebetulan nyer kan...mtak la tolog kak mas lapkan kaler tuh sume...

muke xpuas ati kene

dajal!

then folow die gi makan sushi king...for the first time kan...hahha....sian kan?

sedapnyer..thanks kak mashhh blanjer sushi...sye ske lahh..tp kat sushi king..air die serve green tea..tp xrase sgt green tea..xcm kat baskin..huhuh....mmg rase green tea kuat giler..

so..spnjang menjd penganggur kehormat, ieka duk umah...tido je lahh...ari2 bgn lmbt..mmg seronok lah kan...ganti tido dulu..bgn pagi2 gi keje..huhuh...ade smpai stu tahap tuh tido smpai pening kpale..abess...ape nak wat...borink giler..tido jelahh...

tido.

tido

tido

sekian terima kasih..

:)

. sAyE BeRjaYe MeMuJuK!.

aDeKah saYe sOrG yG pANdAi mEmUjUk?

okie..to be true..

daddy nak anta ieka gi aussie amek medical sciences kat sane..

tapi...

ieka kan rpt nan family..agakla manje..n xreti lah nak approach org kalo xkenal nie..

so...after sebulan memujuk n menarik minat daddy dgn malaysia..lastly...pagi tadi ieka ckp kat dady,,dady ckp..' ha oklah kak long..amek degree kat msia lahh kalo xnak kat oversea..

sbb las week daddy kate die nak jugak...skang ni die bagi xyah gi jauh2!

yeayy!!!

after dady kate cmtuh...sye dgn excitednyer trus tex mayam..yeayy!!

yelahh..sye mmg xleh la nak gi sane..takot...eventho...en nazri ade ckp..

ieka...jgn jd budak manje ,just fly!

whaaa...saye manje..camane?nt pegi sane sye ade kwn ke?sye boros...xde wet nak mtak sape?xkenal org..huhuh...mcm2 sye pk..

nt rindu org2 tsyg cmane?

kadang2 kan...penah x rase penat nak belaja?ieka penah...

rase penat...tp keje nt seng je kan...huhu...ntahla...blaja pon penat....tp xpe la...family nak tgk ieka blaja tggi2 kan...

kalo ikot ieka...nak keje je after dip ni...gaji pon okay je..dip pon leh dpt 4k ape.

sape nak bg kan...

tapi dady xbg..dady nak anak die degree holder.

so..i will k?

tapikan...dady jgn la strict sgt...gimme some freedom pliss..?hee..

so nex is degree...nak amek MLT jgk la ni ker?

if MLT gak,july dh bleh masuk...whaa..smbung lg blaja....whaaa...

puncak alam lagi ker?

tmpt jin btendang tuh?

huhuhuh...

dady..i need a car pliss ...kak long tau..ill never get honda jazz...huhuh...tp xpe..ape2 pon bleh la kann..heheh

:)))

KawaN: bile ade dpn mate..segale kkurgn die kite xsnang...kite xslesa.kite x suke..

tapi...

bile jauh kan...bleh plak kite rindu die kan...lupe sume ape kite xsuke,ape kite xsnag,ape kite x slesa..

sememangya kwn yg baik spatotnye trime je ape kburukan n klemahan kwn die..sbb kawan kan kene bersenang bersusah nangis same2..so...be urself k ieka..bile bace blog ekin tol jugak..sume org hipokrit sbnayer..tp stiap org hipokrit utk selesakan diri dgn keadaan..to adapt ourself with surrounding..maybe sbb kite xnk org kekok kwn nan kite kot.so kene la hipokrit.rasenyer hipokrit cmtu xpe kan ekin?pmikiran kite same eh?hehe

yelahh,,,kecuali hipokrit yg dpggil TALAM tuh mmgla sgt dibenci kan...dpn si A kau kate mcm ni...dpn si B kau kate xske si A plak...ehh...tu mmg lah..kau jgn kawan nan aku...!

huhu...sbb dah experienced mende cmtuh..so ive take a lesson..

jgn cite ape2 nan org yg btol2 kite xtak tau hati budi die..kalo x..mende len ah jadi kann..

byak pgalaman luas pmandagn kan?tibe2 je kann...huhuhu...

emm....cuti semester....

januari stat praktikal lagi...

kdg2 malas2..

kadang2 okay je..just follow the flow..tp kalo ade org2 yg xbess...kite pon manusie jugk kan...wpun die spatotnye yg mgajar...n tibe2 kerek plak...kite pon jd lemah smgt nak blaja nan die kan.ieka xleh tau..sbb ieka mmg dh humble gile nan dorg..tp kalo dorg kerek jgk..mmg lah ieka xtau nak wtpe dh utk korek ilmu nan dorg....huhuh...btoll..kdg2 kite blurr kan kalo xtau nak ckp ape dh nan org..huhuh...kalo dorg okay..ieka okay....so mmg blh masuk lah..

tak tau lah taun dpn prktikal cmane nt kan...

taun ni byak krisis..org ni dgn org tuh..org tuh dgn org ni...

tp bkn lah housemate sye..housemate sye kool...okay je

org len...

just wait n see!

ieka sizumoda berkate,

saye nak tulis..

i'm happy now..

dear mami, thanks for being my super duper sporting lisborn punye mak lahh

thank Allah i have a person named mummy,,,

siti zulaikha...pliss be a person who ur parent can be proud off and can be talked about to their relatives and friends excitedly.

so..ieka kene work hard...kene jadi anak yg baik..okay ieka?jangan degil n melawan ckp lagi..

'i promise you mami'

deAr daddy,

thank Allah i have a person named daddy,

siti zulaikha,..pliss be a person who ur parent can be proud off..

fullfill ur daddy's dream with all ur heart..

pliss make them happy with no doubt.

both of you..i'm sorry for all wrongdoing that ive done.and all

ive dissapointed both of you

'kalau ade '

im so sorry..

miss invisible haunted me~

sgt suke lagu ni..xtau nape..just check dis out k~


There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and as she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

[Chorus]
Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really, really want you to put yourself in her shoes, yeah, yeah
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that
you will ask her name

Then one day, just the same as the last
Just, the days been in counting the time
Came a boy, that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

its lil bit hurt today..yesterday was exciting!

hurm..arini nak post dari emosi sket..[ayat nak skema..hahha]

first of all..
ntahla...rase cam sedih sgt..
org bkn la jenis yg snang nak syg org..bkn org yg cpt syg org.
tp nan mamat sorg ni tatau la nape cept sgt nak syg kan..
bile jauh sket rindu gile..whaa.xpenah rase in love cmni kot..
hemm...well..maybe he's my mr right im searching for..
so..bile die cm terbuat org sakit ati sket..whaaa...rase cm sedih gile..benci...!huh!heee emo lak
tp tu ah org rase...eiii!

meh nak cite smlm...

smlm dri cheras nak balik rwg..so..janji nan mami after baskin trus gerak setiawangse since mami pon ade reunion nan kwn die kat jusco au2.
so org pon gerakla mgheret beg dr gardens ke kl central[sib tren xrmai org] ke setiawgse.
sampai setiawgse awal jgk..tp tggu en katon dtg..die nak amek n teman sye while waitg for mami reunion..
so...tggu punye tggu..adela die dtg..wpon jam.thanks en katon..

pegi la jusco au2..then mami lak nak kenalkan org nan kwn2 die..mak aihh....segan giler!
so..while en katon solat..sye pon gi la jumpe kwn2 mami..kwn2 mami sgt kool n sempoi..klaka gile..im comfortable wit them..huhuh

then da abes...its show time!

hahhaha

tau x ape jd?
sye telah mperkenalkn en katon kpd mami sye!
whaaa...first boifren to introduce to mami...whaa...im so impressed with myself..berani nyer iieka..applause for u..

that moment;

ieka : cube mami teka en katon yg mane?
mami:[pndg2 n tunjuk kat sum1]
ieka : whaa!pandai..btoll
'en katon dgn tpanjat nyer...n tsenyum2 tunduk2 kat mami'yelaa..bkn muhrim xkn nak salam..heheh'

so...time goes by...hehhe[penat nak cite]

after amek beg n masalah setel..kitorg pon blik...mami ckp ' suke la en katon tuh,muke dak baik'
huhuh...
hepinyer sye...n berceritelah mcm2

dady?whaaa..tak tau lahhh...

hemmm....

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